(IF YOU CAN HELP WITH A GO FUND ME TO RAISE MONEY FOR HER FUNERAL IT WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED) @ https://l.facebook.com/l.... When I heard my aunt was admitted to the hospital and diagnosed with cancer a few days ago, I felt devastated. She has been a part of my life for as long as I can remember. She was always so good and kind to everyone and strong beyond belief to be able to deal with the many challenges she faced throughout her life. She was a completely devoted mother to her children and sacrificed everything for their well being even through her last days with us on earth. I know of no mother who has done more for the sake of her children than she did.
Currently she is best known as Sarah, but when I was small her family called her Estelle. I couldn't say her full name so I called her "Aunt Tel" and I've called her that ever since and so do my kids. Once when I had gotten away from my abusive husband who had threatened my life and the life of my children, I had no where to go. She opened her home to us and shared without asking anything in return. I will never ever forget her generosity and kindness to us during that difficult time and the unconditional love she showed to us all.
She was sweet, kind, loving and generous.
The second day after I heard about her condition I was praying for her, surrounding her in healing light and lifting her up to God. I heard her tell me, "I am ready and I am tired." A wave of sadness overcame me but then I heard God say, "Don't feel sad for her, feel joy for her because she is about to be happy and free and joyous herself." I saw her glowing and vibrant with a huge smile on her face, young and full of life. I knew at that moment this would be her time but those messages gave me peace about the inevitable.
Last night I had a feeling of such peace that came over me, I went to bed early, once again seeing her in light lifted up to God and then I fell asleep. Today I found out that last night she went all the way in that light and I am sure straight up to heaven where she was met with a joyous happy reunion.
When I got the news today, I didn't feel sad, because I was ready for it. I find it so strange to feel this way when I know I will miss her in our family as will all others she has touched. But it is a blessing as the peace that passeth understanding. I will feel joy for her instead, just like I was told to do. I will celebrate her life and her passing on to a much better place.
Her life had always been so hard and she was given a heavy load to bear throughout it. Her burden is lifted at last and she is free from worry, pain and suffering. I know her sacrifices are rewarded in heaven! I am so glad I got to see a vision of her happy and glowing with love. I got to send her a bouquet of beautiful flowers before she passed, and talked to her for a few minutes to tell her how much I loved her. I am very thankful and grateful for that opportunity. I think even now she is giving her family one of her famous big long hugs and letting us know, don't worry, everything is going to be alright.
I write this response to the news of her passing to say I will love my aunt 'Tel, forever, and that I have comfort to know she is resting in peace and in joy that she so very much deserves.
